As
a Doctor of Medicine, and a descendant of a French Catholic family, the
very choice of my profession has given me a solid scientific culture
that had prepared me very little for a mystic life. Not that I did
believe in Allah, but that the dogmas and rites of Christianity in
general and of Catholicism in particular never permitted me to feel His
presence. Thus, my unitary sentiment for God forbade my accepting the
dogma of the Trinity, and consequently of the Divinity of Jesus Christ.
Without
yet knowing Islam, I was already believing in the first part of the
Kalimah - La ilaha illa-Allah (There is no true god except Allah). So,
it was first of all for metaphysical reasons that I adhered to Islam.
Other
reasons, too, prompted me to do that. For Instance, my refusal to
accept catholic priests, who, more or less, claim to possess on behalf
of God the power of forgiving the sins of men. Further, I could never
admit the Catholic rite of communion, by means of the host (or holy
bread), representing the body of Jesus Christ, a rite which seems to me
to belong to totemistic practices of primitive peoples, where the body
of the ancestral totem, the taboo of the living ones, had to be consumed
after his death, in order better to assimilate his personality.
Another
point which moved me away from Christianity was the absolute silence
which it maintains regarding bodily cleanliness, particularly before
prayers, which has always seemed to me to be an outrage against Allah.
For if He has given us a soul He has also given us a body, then we have
no right to neglect. The same silence could be observed, and this time
mixed with hostility with regard to the physiological life of the human
being, whereas on this point Islam seemed to me to be the only religion
in accord with human nature.
The
essential and definite element of my conversion to Islam was the
Qur'an. I began to study it, before my conversion, with the critical
spirit of a Western intellectual, and I owe much to the magnificient
work of Mr. Malek Bennabi, entitled Le Phenomene Coranique, which
convinced me of its being divinely revealed. There are certain Verses of
this Book, the Qur'an, revealed more than fourteen centuries ago, which
teach exactly the same notions as the most modern scientific researches
do. This definitely converted me to the second part of the Kalimah:
'Muhammad -ur-Rasulullah' (Muhammad is the Messenger of Allah).
This
was my reason for presenting myself at the Mosque in Paris, where I
declared my faith in Islam and was registered there as a Muslim by the
Mufti of the Paris Mosque, and was given the Islamic name of 'Ali Selman
Benoist.'
I
am very happy in my new faith, and proclaim once again: "I bear witness
that there is no true god except Allah; and I bear witness that
Muhammad is Allah's slave and Messenger."
Source : islamweb.net
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